My first day of school

Today i nyer first day of school but malang tidak berbau. I kener send home psl rambot aii. Paderhal daa dye baleqk itam seyh. Okay whatever! Bla bla bla.

Hubby fetched me from school tadhe balek rumah aii. We study chemistry. Hubby aja. I regret seyh tak hantaa Hubby gy work :'(
Sob sob:(

After Hubby leave for work, I aleqk rumah then jiwang all the day. Cry nonstop. Putput daa baleqk taphe dher tak knl saperh aii.

:'(

Hello 2012

Goodbye 2011. Hello wello 2012. Happy New Year!
Waah ninabei! I tarqk leyh gyhe countdown siia! Hubby uhk nieyhe! At least dher kat kejer nan kawan2 dher ngaa countdown. At least pard luaa siiah! Aquu? Pard rumah! Siiyaal uhk! Tarqk fair siiah! Beyh pukeyhwaqk! *Jealous mode activated* Throughout the coutdown. Paleng aquu down, paleng aquu is the fireworks! Siyaal laa! Nangis siiah aquu! Every year without fail siia aqu uh pgy countdown. Cumer 2011 jer! SO UNFAIR!

Boredom Strikes

Im bored so I edit gamba-gamba aii.

Stupid idiotic whore!

I just knew that someone has been bitching and bad mouth-ing bout me to someone. Well, I don't really wanna say out the name. Its kinda embarassing though. But what to do? I think that particular person is simply jealous! Yeah. Trying to be me but however  much effort was put in, that specimen can never be me.

P.S. Whoever terase tuuh kao peyh pasal okaey?^^ And besides, you havent the fully bad side of me yet. And I don't wanna do it. Its quite meeeoowww! But if you wanna try, I'll be more than happy^^
One advise to you. Don't try me okay^^

Aper sajerh ntah derqk nhe

Good morning. *Yawns*
Paghe-paghe gynhe, tuuh nenek daa ajak py kedai. Beyh I cakap uhk nantie after I bathe. Beyh dher narqk skarang jugak. I tybe2 tengkeng gylerh babi kt dhe. I ckp "Ekhyqs, tak tawu saba pe?! Kalao lapa sngt makan laa tuh ayam! Tuuh pon nak kene aja per?!"
Then she senyap.
I tak tau uhk. Semakin hari semakin sensitive gylerh babi siak. Haish. I tarqk tau. I really need to go somewhere to overcome this feeling. Maybe I nak ton kt EastCoastPark ngan Cat ker saper2 laa utk tenangkan fikiran sblm tuuh bodoh nyerh skola bukak!
Okay then. Till here. Tuuh nenek daa memekak narqk mampos. Narqk mandie. Gtg.

P.S. Chamak Calo <3

Merry Christmas!

Dear Santa, all I want for Christmas is just to have a loving and caring family and also a loyal , loving, caring, sweet, romantic, understanding boyfriend. Can Santa fufil my wish?
Lots of love,
Schezinger ♥ ♥ ♥

Good morning peeps. 5 more days to countdown. No! Maybe 6? I narqk go party like a rockstar kat Siloso Beach!! Yeeah baybeh!

Okay so yaa. I just received a bad news from Cat. Her mom just passed away yesterday morning. She commit suicide. Innalillah. Haish :( To my friend, Cat, I hope kao tabah dalam menghadapi cobaan ini okay? Just study hard next year in ITE. Bia orang bully kao, pandang rendah kat kao. Takper. You blaja and achieve your dreams okay? Sayang kao.

Okay. I and Irul? Ntaah. I did maafkan dher tadie pagie at 3+am though but kan ... I tarqk tau. The pain is still there, still hurts. I tarqk tawuu laa. Haish. What the fuck is wrong with me sia?? Bodoh narqk mampos!! Arghhh!!!

Pasal skola actually I no hal. Bia laa orang narqk kater aperh. Aii ekhsai ekhsai bochai. So what sia? If korang cakap Jurongville ader bnyk bitches then sorry laa. Minahrep pon tak lepas. Smuer maseyh adek-adek kentalan jubs uhk. Smuer cakap jer mau lebeyh. Kalao branie pon ramai. Byler confront satu on satu, kecot. Same goes to to the boys la. Stupid little boys and girls.^^ So what? 2 more years only to N level. Must endure. If really cannot tahan then laen criter laa.^^

 

 

 

There's no other heart broken then this

Not all scars shown.And not all wounds heal. Sometimes you just can't see the pain I feel. Only god knows how sad, how heartbroken, how speechless, how devastated I am. I just can't accept the fact that i won't be giving that guy suprises anymore because I just can't figure out what sort of excuse to cover next time. Yesterday was last day ever that Im gonna plan or put so much effort in doing something pleasant and a suprise to that guy. And a round of applause, within minutes, it's all gone. Gone forver. I wonder if both the diary books and the handmade monthsarry card is still there. Maybe people took it? I dont know and I don care anymore. For sure, Im not waste anymore efforts or time to make a suprise for you. I've always wanted a relationship full of suprises. But now my wishes is just a dream. I've fufil yours but you? Did you fufil mine? Sampai hati. Haish. I don't know what else to say and how long is the pain gonna last. All I can say now is "Thank you for ruining everything, my dreams, my wishes, my efforts, my time, my suprises" :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :/ :/ :/ :/ :/